Summer(not close enough)

So I have not updated anything for a couple days for many reasons. This semester could not have gone any faster but at the same time can not end soon enough...I am officially overwhelmed with running and school work it is insane.

Lately I have been up late at night thinking about what the summer will bring and I am Freaking out about not being able to do everything that I want. On one hand I want to just run all summer so when XC season comes next year I will be in good shape. However this will not be possible because I am hoping to fish in some local tournaments, and just fish in general. Also I always enjoy rock climbing and hope to compete in that this summer. And on top of all of that I want to go backpacking to some cool places this summer. This brings me to another time consuming hobby called "work?" I guess if I want to do all of these fun things all summer I have to have some way to pay for all of them, and I doubt I am going to win the lottery so working 40 hours a week is enevidible. I do enjoy being outside in the sun all day working construction and working on the farm, but it does take a toll.

I guess I really just have been feeling stressed about getting everything done and summer hasnt even started yet. What happend to the good old days when I was in elementry school and summer just meant going to the pool and hanging out in the neighborhood. This feeling of being uncontent is just simply pissing me off. I need to slow down my life before I have a heart attack.

On the school front, everything is shaping up to be ok, I just really miss being back in MD. The weather at York sucks, I am tired of cold cloudy days where getting out of bed at 6:30am every morning is less than exciting. I do love all the people I have met here and running is a lot of fun, however I am just really stressed out. Most of the time I go around acting like stress doesnt bother me at all because I have a convienient way of getting things done at the last minute no matter what. I just want to be out on my jon boat somewhere catching some bass. Or maybe a nice warm night with a fire catching cat fish and drinking a six pack with my friends. Either way summer can not come soon enough.